Sunday, August 08, 2004
.. beri longgiee neber update le .. dunno y tears start to flow dwn moi cheek easily whenever someone say words tat r sensitive to mie.had a bad quarrel wib moi daddy tish morn til moi eyes swollen,i had enuff le. hw i wish i cud change moi surname,i simply hate moi daddy to e core,he's gettin on moi nerves. itz lyk i've neber been his daughter b4,e thought of tish had cause mie to leapin off e bloody buildin wib temptin of suicide in moi mind .. typin tish out hab gave mie past memories which left mie a deep wound in moi heart & soggy eyes filled wib tears .. wun go on animor tears flowin dwn le within seconds,i cant control moi tears itz lyk free-of-charge running tap.
wen to mit zhan yi to study .. i was 2hrs late,wen to pluck moi eyebrows&wen out wib puffy swollen eyelids n eyebag .. tnx god he wasn't angry wib mie,guess he muz b fed uPz teachin mie maths cuz i was lyk "i dunno,i dunno".tnx fer da tolerence in moi studies,guess muz reali buck uPz.
i hate to say tish "TRUSt ish given to v by mie,if v do nt noe hw to appreciate itz n itz lOst .. tat's e end of moi TRUSt,no matter hw hard v try to built e TRUSt,dere ish owaz a gap in between us". tish protection sheet ish to protect mie frm being soft-hearted,i cant afford to fall dwn n get deeper wounds as each daes goes by.
hmmm .. las wk had a nice weekend. wen to lotsa places due to moi bad memories i cud ony rem one place [blue mist] cuz of da cakes i had over dere. simply yummy!! had strawberry cheesecake,tiramisu,hazelnut,chocolates .. sounds yummy ryte,saliva droolin le hor ..
yay~ energy cming to town .. 8 aug live music showcase @ chinablack , 9aug late morn autograph session @ IMM carpark .. den ard 8pm @ marina promen.. ZPOP concert oso hab dem & huang Yida .. heez excited ya !
juz came bac frm outside nt long .. b4 tat wen to cousin hse,slpin soon as i woke uPz darn early todae 6am couldnt believe ryte .. bud hu cares .. Ohya i ponten sch on 6aug bud itz due to diarrhoea lor .. nt long ago receive a cal frm moi mummy remindin mie of energy auto,i'm sho "gan dong" .. i wish v were dere fer mie to lean on when i nid v moz !! off to swit candy dreamz land .. tc.
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